In my last post (April 24), I said Mama wasn’t going to make it. Just before 11 pm that night she quietly passed away in her sleep. I told her that day to stop fighting and let the pain go. I said Dad and I love her and would hurt and miss her, but we’d [...]

I know it’s been over two months since I updated. The few minutes I have to relax a day I read or work on graphics. Anything but let myself feel anything. That’s probably why I thought an elephant was sitting on my chest. That’s why I’m making a blog about Mom. Maybe I can let [...]

I am beyond tired, scared, frustrated…You get the idea.
Mom came home Saturday (2/2), but ended up in the hospital again yesterday. She was doing really well until Wednesday night when she started having a harder time breathing. She went to have blood drawn yesterday morning and her doctor decided to admit her. They got her [...]

Sorry I haven’t been around lately. Things are pretty bad right now, so I’ve kept myself busy with PSP so I didn’t think about everything too much.
My aunt’s brain tumor is back X2 plus they are cancerous this time. But, she’s medically well enough to be sent home by herself! She is no where near [...]

I was complaining about waiting on my aunt’s doctor. We’re still waiting, but part of the mystery is solved. She has a mass in her stomach. Now we wait to see if it’s cancer again and what can be done either way.

That’s all I seem to do lately. Did I mention I hate waiting? My aunt went into the hospital again Thursday night. We don’t know much more then we did Friday morning. It’s hurry up and wait while the doctors decide what to do. Luckily, my aunt is doing better physically. She’s still a little [...]

I’ve been sick as a dog the last few days. I’ve haven’t been sick for a few years (yes, I haven’t felt, but I haven’t actually been sick for a long time.). Since we moved, in late June, I’ve been really sick twice. Jeez, isn’t moving and settling in enough to deal with?

My aunt is home from the hospital. She had BRAIN surgery Wednesday and is sent home on Friday. My mom and other aunt thinks it has more to do with the insurance then anything else. It annoys me to no end that people who have never seen nor met you can make medical decisions about [...]

My aunt’s surgery went great and she’s stable! The doctor said they got all of the tumor, which they sent for testing, but he’s sure it’s cancerous. He said the next step depends on the results and how she does the next few days. One day at a time.

Tomorrow my aunt is having surgery to remove a brain tumor. Prayers and good thoughts welcome.